How Did It Come To This?

This is my first blog. WOW! I am turning 30 in 13 days. The time has flown. Though I never thought my life would turn out the way it did, I have come to the conclusion that it worked out for the better; and there is still so much more to come! I am starting this with an open mind. I don’t care if anything comes of it or if people actually read my blog, I just want it out there. I am not licensed to give advice nor do I feel that I am in any situation to give advice. I just want people to know that they are not alone. I have yet to read a story quite like mine so it could be helpful to others out there. Maybe not everyone will understand it but I will be brutally honest; Not to be hurtful but because this is my story. People who know me have heard it, but they do not understand it. My family watched me live it, but they will never understand it. Everyday that I write will be a chapter or memory in my life story. You have just read the introduction.